Decisons, decisons...

These past few weeks have been really rough on me.  I've had struggles in just about all aspects of my life.

I feel like since the twins were born I have become a whole different person.  And not necessarily a good one.  I'm stressed now.  I'm frustrated now (things aren't done the way the way I was used to).  I'm angry.  My babies are growing up so fast and I feel like I'm missing it.  Alex will be starting kindergarden in just a couple of weeks and the twins just turned 1!

Some of you know (because I love you and depend on your support) that I've been having trouble at work.  I've narrowed the "issues" I've been having down to April.  My first slip up came March 30th then the rest of them all occurred after April 8th. The day my Dad died.  I feel a little better every day (it seems) about Dad's death but I truly believe that down deep I'm not anywhere near where I need to be.

Well, that's all for now...

Love,
E